i havent updated this in years..... 

right so i just snapped some pics of java and i...yay for snow!


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i seriously dont think ive been this depressed in years....eh.....
i loved too much....and tried too little....
now im lost and alone.

this week has been an interesting one. i've been taking a class over break, and i'm actually enjoying it...if only i could get myself on a normal sleeping schedule; class starts at 9am, i don't live too far from school-pretty close actually, but it still takes a few minutes to get there, find parking then find my classroom...so sleep is a must! i ( Read more... )

im still at my moms....kinda bored, kinda happy, kinda sad....it's nice to be home, it really is. i miss my mom a lot and i wish we lived closer; but we don't so whatever. my mom and i have always been extremely close but we don't know eachother, does that make sense to anyone? we left my dad over the summer when i was 6....i was the perfect little ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

so yeah...ive been stressed out hardcore over the past few months....if you keep up with my journal or even glance at it...you can tell where the stress level usually is...lol i do enough bitching to stress someone else out ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like the biggest fuck-up alive....for a little over a year i feel as tho ive screwed my life up beond repair....ive pushed so many people out of my life, made horrible decisions *living at three chopt, terris etc.*, fucked up my credit, screwed over my job history, ive been running my relationship into the ground, fucking up ( Read more... )

im in a crappy mood i guess....i dunno....
i havent been sleeping very well lately, especially last night. my girlfriend's dog is here for a visit; trin *her dog*, java, bois_inside and i all in one bed....doesnt work out so well. ive gotta come up with some kind of sleeping arrangement for the dogs...cause well...yeah i think they slept better than we did ( Read more... )

i woke up in a fairly decent mood...now i think i could just scream from frustration. i really dont know whats up with me anymore ( Read more... )