Comments | dovehearted: 006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

dovehearted

006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

Sep 27, 2011 01:17

( cut for talk of murder as affection )

having a bad idea, spam, i miss husbando, security: public, all of the irons in the fire

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creatingalegacy September 27 2011, 05:30:59 UTC

I think that's fucked up, and considering how fucked in the head I am, that's saying a lot.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 05:41:51 UTC

If he's going to do it, I'm safe from everyone else.

Even though this one guy already did it.

creatingalegacy September 27 2011, 05:43:02 UTC

That doesn't make you safe. It makes you dead.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 05:47:56 UTC

Best choice I had. I was trying to kill myself.

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lifeafterhope September 27 2011, 05:38:07 UTC

Why do you want someone to kill you?

dovehearted September 27 2011, 05:43:34 UTC

It's the one thing he really loves. Everybody has to die, right?

lifeafterhope September 27 2011, 06:05:36 UTC

Technically, no. They don't have to stay dead, either.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 06:30:21 UTC

Back home they do. [well technically not but that's not part of her story arc] That's crazy to think about. Still the same?

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yeerkwarveteran September 27 2011, 06:17:15 UTC

...That's...that's disgusting.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 06:37:33 UTC

It's even harder to explain than it is to get it.

All I know is what he loves, he wants to be the one to end it.

future_games September 27 2011, 06:34:52 UTC

...I don't find that as messed up as everyone else seems to.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 06:42:12 UTC

Do you understand it? I really hope someone does.

future_games September 27 2011, 06:49:44 UTC

I don't want to say I understand when I'm not entirely sure that I do, but I've allowed someone to kill me twice now. It's--it's been...helpful, for lack of a better word.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 07:05:50 UTC

Back home, where it's real? Or here? I don't know if it matters to you, but it would to me.

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hatestriangles September 27 2011, 10:16:30 UTC

[HAHA, OH WOW.] You promised your boyfriend he could kill you? That's a new one.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 15:06:09 UTC

You'd have to know him to get it. It's because he loves me that he wants to do it, instead of let someone else.

hatestriangles September 27 2011, 15:18:51 UTC

Why's someone got to kill you at all?

dovehearted September 27 2011, 15:26:20 UTC

[Why indeed, Perry. Why indeed.}

It's how I lived back home. I don't see any way out of it, even if I go back.

And he deserves it. He saved my life, so it's his.

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