Comments | dovehearted: 006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

dovehearted

006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

Sep 27, 2011 01:17

( cut for talk of murder as affection )

having a bad idea, spam, i miss husbando, security: public, all of the irons in the fire

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future_games September 27 2011, 06:34:52 UTC

...I don't find that as messed up as everyone else seems to.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 06:42:12 UTC

Do you understand it? I really hope someone does.

future_games September 27 2011, 06:49:44 UTC

I don't want to say I understand when I'm not entirely sure that I do, but I've allowed someone to kill me twice now. It's--it's been...helpful, for lack of a better word.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 07:05:50 UTC

Back home, where it's real? Or here? I don't know if it matters to you, but it would to me.

future_games September 27 2011, 14:08:14 UTC

Once at home, once here.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 14:52:24 UTC

Did you know what would happen when you went home?

future_games September 29 2011, 05:23:07 UTC

It never mattered to me. There's no one left back home to care.

dovehearted September 29 2011, 05:27:50 UTC

That's the worst thing I've heard anyone say tonight. They die, or leave you? I hope it's the first one, so they didn't want to leave you.

future_games September 29 2011, 06:11:41 UTC

...Both.

dovehearted September 29 2011, 19:21:40 UTC

I'm sorry. You seem lonely here, and it would be just as bad if you left. And I don't think we should talk about that, because it'll just make you hurt more and I like you too much to want to do that.

future_games September 30 2011, 05:54:38 UTC

...I appreciate that. Sometimes I really want to talk about it, but it never seems to help as much as I'd like it to.

dovehearted September 30 2011, 07:17:20 UTC

It doesn't help. I try to find someone else. Someone always needs something.

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