Comments | dovehearted: 006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

dovehearted

006 // public, video (also spam) // say anything, but say what you mean

Sep 27, 2011 01:17

( cut for talk of murder as affection )

having a bad idea, spam, i miss husbando, security: public, all of the irons in the fire

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hatestriangles September 27 2011, 10:16:30 UTC

[HAHA, OH WOW.] You promised your boyfriend he could kill you? That's a new one.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 15:06:09 UTC

You'd have to know him to get it. It's because he loves me that he wants to do it, instead of let someone else.

hatestriangles September 27 2011, 15:18:51 UTC

Why's someone got to kill you at all?

dovehearted September 27 2011, 15:26:20 UTC

[Why indeed, Perry. Why indeed.}

It's how I lived back home. I don't see any way out of it, even if I go back.

And he deserves it. He saved my life, so it's his.

hatestriangles September 27 2011, 15:57:58 UTC

[Oh Lua, throwing away your life just makes zero sense to him. :c]

So lemme get this straight: if you get out of here, graduate, get your second chance and come back to life, all that warden spin crap, you're going to go find some guy and let him murder you?

dovehearted September 27 2011, 16:15:03 UTC

I'm counting on disappearing taking me back home. I know who I've got to turn into for them to let me out of here and if I ever turn into her he'll hate me.

hatestriangles September 27 2011, 16:57:10 UTC

So you're going on blind faith that if you hold out long enough you'll disappear and... wake up at home?

dovehearted September 27 2011, 17:08:46 UTC

It's not faith. I don't know if that's how it's going to go. All I can do is hope it is, because I don't have any other choice except go along with it.

hatestriangles September 27 2011, 22:58:23 UTC

There's always other options.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 23:42:12 UTC

Always looked for them back home. I was good at finding them, too. But not here.

creatingalegacy September 27 2011, 17:37:38 UTC

Now I'm concerned, because I not only understand what you mean about your life being his because he saved it, but I'm willingly in a very similar situation myself. I'll bury any suspicion that I might be as screwed up as you because I want to believe that my love is different.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 17:43:05 UTC

I don't see what's wrong with yours being like mine. If your life's his, it only hurts him if you try to hold back.

creatingalegacy September 27 2011, 17:50:58 UTC

I don't hold back from giving him my life. I just don't want to consider that mine is like yours because I think yours is fucked up, and that means mine must be pretty fucked-up, too.

dovehearted September 27 2011, 18:39:56 UTC

It's a lot easier if you don't care if your life's "normal". All I need is him.

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