I hate summer...so much, at least this one. I feel so awkward all the time. It is this feeling I randomly get out of nowhere. I feel weird for feeling weird, and i feel bad for feeling bad. Everything I think say or do just goes in one big circle. It always ends up in a contradiction or it just doesnt matter. "The lows are so extreme that the good ( Read more... )

So I am pretty determined to move to seattle after I graduate. I know that I have people here that I love and that love me, it is the only thing that has kept me sane here. But My life is going nowhere here. I need to move on with this part of my life. I am not proud of it. I am convinced it is going to be one of the hardest things i have ever done ( Read more... )

what she said

Happiness is so deceiving

been awhile since i last updated. Life has been ok. Not really good. But better or at least certain things are easier.

fuck livejournal in the ass with serated knives

It is amazing the things people can hide. But what do you do when you find out but they dont know you know, you know ( Read more... )

Ok I need to vent so ( Read more... )

So yeah, been experiencing life a bit. I have decided a couple things. I only hope it can get better from here though. If not, I'm screwed.

I am starting to get unrealistic goals out of my head. There are still some there but I feel like I am accepting things, in a good way.