do you ever have those days? those days where you think you're crazy, you really must be. because how else could so many thoughts and feelings be happening at the same time in your head and how can you want so much and so little and something but nothing and someone but also no one ( Read more... )

sometimes i get a big slap in the face and i remember this bitch. called reality.

and sometimes this bitch has a few different aspects that are so not even close to pretty.

should i go to greece or india for my abroad opp next spring???

sometimes i just can't anymore.

this weekend i partied thursday through sunday afternoon. meaning i was hammered or severly hungover for the duration of that time.

today i saw the buffalo bills play the dolphins.

i love football and beer and bowling ball shots from the pinto man.

i did no work. shitson

ithaca:

*driving in the commons*

me: "hey, look that lady's wearing a tutu!" *points at lady in tutu on street corner*

we pass the lady.

ebe: "that's not a lady".

also, gorg jumping involves nudy middle aged men.

in new york, there is no law stating that a shirt/bra is required in public places, like parks and walking down the street and

MAN life is so.... HUGE.

so much going on. so many things to do. so many things i could do. so many things i can't do.

i miss some unexpected people. nostalgia. i want to enjoy every second of my life right now because i'm remembering things and wishing i took more pleasure out of them. plus right now rules.

i laugh so much here.

so close to school...

i'm so lucky sometimes i can't even believe it. spoiled even. i'm glad that i can appreciate it at least.
even when things are difficult i have so much and so many things to be grateful for. i hope i don't ruin it this year at all.

i miss being young, but being grown is so close i can taste it

wow. the first 9 hours of 19 have ... beyond sucked. good things could have happened and did happen and i completely ruined them. cool. fuck.

fuck. now its late.

i want to finish harry potter NOW.

sometime i think i want people to feign just a little bit of interest so i can throw it back in their faces. but then i'm like nah that would involve a lot of effort not to mention avoidable drama.