completely insane
do you ever have those days? those days where you think you're crazy, you really must be. because how else could so many thoughts and feelings be happening at the same time in your head and how can you want so much and so little and something but nothing and someone but also no one???
if i had use of both feet, if i had a car, if i didn't have to be here, i wouldn't. i don't know where i'd be but i sure as hell would be fucking fleeing.
there are so many things i am doing just because they're expected of me, just because i don't know what i want. but i do know that i don't want anything that is in my life right now.
i just don't remember how to cope anymore. or if i can anymore.
if i had use of both feet, if i had a car, if i didn't have to be here, i wouldn't. i don't know where i'd be but i sure as hell would be fucking fleeing.
there are so many things i am doing just because they're expected of me, just because i don't know what i want. but i do know that i don't want anything that is in my life right now.
i just don't remember how to cope anymore. or if i can anymore.