well, i'm pretty fucking tired. and my friends have been a little too testy lately.

so, to avoid pissing off more people and running my little refugee camp of an apartment into the ground, i am going home.

for two days.

yuck.
sigh.
shrug.
twitch.


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1. went rock climbing in dusty gorges and muddy gulches and fucked-up tree crotches and gorgeous barbed wire with juniper berries underfoot ( Read more... )

well, i'm frustrated, i have a headache, cold, fucking waiting around...

now everyone knows about jon - understandable, but REALLY embarassing.

fuck, just leave me alone - all i have been is honest. and honesty breeds awkwardness, avoidance, and distrust. isn't it enough that i can't really talk to the kid anymore? goddamn it all - i'm leaving

i am not esteemed today. party last night was intense, indeed. i was happy to see everyone.

and now, i'll be happy not to see everyone for a while. so, i'm probably not going to answer my phone for a week or so.

yeah, right.

oh yeah! and


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run on home, back to back
you double-head demoniac
and while loving makes your brains go black
i know the plans of your attack

BREADbreadBReadbREADBReADB-R-E-A-D.

(angel tought me to sudoku today!!!)

i'm trapped in the house, again. goddammit - i hate sharing vehicles.

nothing really consequential has happened since brasil. count my blessings, i guess.

i miss the thousands and thousands of my babies.

so, today i tripped again. danny, ryva, and i started booming around 1:00 (pee-emm) and by 4:30 i was already so sick of danny's everlasting bullshit that i split. lucky for me, i found enough time while i was WANDERING AROUND DEVON AVENUE FUH-REAKING OUT BY MYSELF to really put things into perspective about who i am and where i came from ( Read more... )

for a long time, i have said that "this day has been the worst day of my life." every day, joking, i say it - for the most part ( Read more... )

today, i have thought about one thing after another ( Read more... )

i fucking love her ( Read more... )