i lost my favorite

[donniedonnie]

today, i have thought about one thing after another.

it's like there's a giant rock
i don't know what to say
where're my kisses?
god i wish i could tell
sleep sleep sleep SLEEP
no more drugs
ouch
ouch
why can't i just disappear?
roll my own, fake my own
nothing new to do or say
listening to music makes me
crying, crying for a pair
go out for a run
stay in for a while
sleep?
homework
god, jesus, buddha fucking nowhere
fat
unlucky
melodram
ugly supreme.

okay, okay, so i might have abused my serotonin levels for the past....semester. but i feel like i'm inside of a book that nobody's reading.