i wanted to write about what happened in the last 3-4 months, stopped and thought about it; then, lost interest while at the sametime trying to avoid the dissappointments. i can only hope things will get better.

Went down Harrison in San Fran and tried but got denied at DNA lounge for being underdressed. My baggy pants and sneakers had a lot to do with it. Man, there were so many asian people that I felt out of place...haha. So, the friends and I went across the street to Loft 11. I had a prentending moment where I thought she was all mine, where I ( Read more... )

I don't have much to say except that I missed my car appointment this morning and I dreamt of starting a fire in some girl's apartment.  Then I woke up to this Birthday girl forcing me to sing her THEE song of songs on the phone.

There are a lot of pictures below.  Some old, some new.  The first set were from the last weekend of April where my ( Read more... )

Ewww, I've got this sick feeling of mixed emotions, a result of being in love, getting shot down, saying goodbye, zero face time and the unknown of what the future holds. I'll find a nice girl someday. What I need is someone who'll help my cause(s), that seems to be the main thing right now. All that other bologna doesn't really matter to a 25 ( Read more... )

As each day of this week passes things pop up, bloom and give me positive outlooks and things to look forward to. I reconciled with a couple of old friends, made a new one, got the new Bread tribute album (Carrie Clough or Call and Response sounds like Karen Carpenter), been keeping busy, being open minded, found out about a possible FIRST EVER ( Read more... )

So far I've worked 7 days straight, stayed up nearly 24 hours (1700-1530) which ended with a sledge hammer of sleepiness. Being sleepless has led the transformation of myself to be really dull and lame. I'm over it, tired and ready to go to bed. Did laundry, bowled 3 shitty games. This exercise at work sucks. The wasting and placement of time ( Read more... )

This--->

Yesterday night I was told not to come in to work an hour prior to leaving with my whole uniform on ready to go.  This was just all of a sudden, and then the person who called me told me to come in the next morning.  Keep in mind, my sleep schedule was already set for night shift.  So, I have all this time not knowing what to do and can't ( Read more... )

This was a very adequate day at work with a pax coming in at the tail end of my shift (6pm-6am).  Where mobility bags and weapons are given out.  In the crew, I have a "weird religious, awkwardly nice, my shit don't stink, type of girl" and a "i have little man syndrome" guy working with me; other than those 2 the other 12 seem to be pretty decent ( Read more... )

I had some bad steak today, fell asleep to S.K and woke up 4 hours later on the whim of dreaming the same dream over and over. Later I throw up in the toilet and slowly say goodbye to the potential toxins in my body. If only goodbyes were this easy. Later, consume a fuji apple and some spiced chai, I hope I can make it tomorrow. The spins are ( Read more... )

...yeah that's right. I pissed off an ebay seller by posting an negative feedback on him or her.

This was what I posted:  "Has no idea how to ship comics/graphic novels. An apparent non collector."

And I received these 2 reply's:   "You couldve emailed for replace,refund if item was dmged, but i guess youre new and  Beware sellers!Item dmged by ( Read more... )