May 05, 2005 23:27
Ewww, I've got this sick feeling of mixed emotions, a result of being in love, getting shot down, saying goodbye, zero face time and the unknown of what the future holds. I'll find a nice girl someday. What I need is someone who'll help my cause(s), that seems to be the main thing right now. All that other bologna doesn't really matter to a 25 year old boring boy. I try though. It's probably time for me to burn out of their lives again and go somewhere else where my high expectations are met, only to expect myself to forget. Why do I try. One's giving me vibes with no positives, no signs, the other stuck on a old love. Why the hell did I come back when I already knew that what I want will never come to. Third time a shit.
I'm enjoying my new toy as of late. The G4 ibook and my favorite thing to play is Garageband. Today I made beats to my originals, basically remixed them into dancable/techno type songs. And all I need to do is hook up the amp/firewire/audio converter. That may be difficult. Macs kick ass, green tea rocks, bowling is the shiznit and my mom is a pimp and I'm not.
Where are you, I want to come out there and see you and you when you're 21!!!!!
Speaking of which, my birthday is coming up....come holla! Give me a call.