vulnerable; skins, gen 2, effy/pandora; rated r (1/2)
She dreams about Effy, sometimes.
She isn't gay but she wants - wants pale skin and dark hair, teeth biting at her hips, at her sides. She wants to be marked, to be properly fucked by Ef, the person she loves most in the world
( ... )
Things are different, though. Different and calmer - and the want, the need, is gone, replaced with a sort of sorrow.
Effy hugs her, one day, later.
"I'm sorry," she whispers, and this is a broken Effy - this is Effy needing and hurting and Panda just holds her, wonders at herself from so long ago (to think that Effy couldn't fall any further than she had).
"Don't be," and she pats her head.
"I," and a pause, "I love you, Panda."
"Love you, too, Ef," she murmurs, kissing the top of her head. (And there's so much further to go, so much more to get through, but for now they can rest, can pause.) "Always."
I don't know who Pandora is yet but I read this anyway because qurl you know ilu.
She isn't gay but she wants - wants pale skin and dark hair, teeth biting at her hips, at her sides. She wants to be marked, to be properly fucked by Ef, the person she loves most in the world. I just love the phrasing of this, the rhythm of this sentence. The whole fic had just a really beautiful natural flow, which means GOOD WRITING mwahaha.
Aren't you so glad I posted about this ficathon and now we've both written Skins femslash fic woot woot
This is awesome, thank you! I really like how you deal with Pandora and her sexuality, it really works and the whole fic is really hot because of it ... and then eventually very tender and believably sweet.
She dreams about Effy, sometimes.
She isn't gay but she wants - wants pale skin and dark hair, teeth biting at her hips, at her sides. She wants to be marked, to be properly fucked by Ef, the person she loves most in the world ( ... )
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(Panda doesn't dream about Effy anymore.)
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They aren't broken. Not forever.
Things are different, though. Different and calmer - and the want, the need, is gone, replaced with a sort of sorrow.
Effy hugs her, one day, later.
"I'm sorry," she whispers, and this is a broken Effy - this is Effy needing and hurting and Panda just holds her, wonders at herself from so long ago (to think that Effy couldn't fall any further than she had).
"Don't be," and she pats her head.
"I," and a pause, "I love you, Panda."
"Love you, too, Ef," she murmurs, kissing the top of her head. (And there's so much further to go, so much more to get through, but for now they can rest, can pause.) "Always."
Always she will.
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She isn't gay but she wants - wants pale skin and dark hair, teeth biting at her hips, at her sides. She wants to be marked, to be properly fucked by Ef, the person she loves most in the world. I just love the phrasing of this, the rhythm of this sentence. The whole fic had just a really beautiful natural flow, which means GOOD WRITING mwahaha.
Aren't you so glad I posted about this ficathon and now we've both written Skins femslash fic woot woot
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