I will be beautiful again, I will be flames and feathers ( Read more... )

fucking stupid closed minded people.

At all.

They put me in a bad mood and make me want to curse.

My friend Died Yesterday... today is her birthday, she would of been 18, and it all seems so wrong, she is the 2nd friend I have had taken from me this year, and it is hard, real hard, she was my secret hero she was so beautiful and postive and strong, one of those people who actually walked into a room and lit it up. I will always love and miss ( Read more... )

For the first three people that reply to me and re-post this challenge - I will send you something that I think rocks ( Read more... )

I lied, I can't help it, I am in love and love makes you lie, or maybe love doesn't make you lie, maybe it just makes you crazy, and think that you can just stop loving because you get mad. I don't know, but my last post was a lie. I still have my wonderful Micheal in my life, and FYI he is always going to be in my life, no matter what I say when I ( Read more... )

Bad Boy Bill was... Fucking amazing!! Yayaya a lot more people showed up then I thought would and it was just an all around amazing night. Good music, happy people plenty of dancing, and the best part was I finally had my baby by my side!!

I am going to see Bad Boy Bill on the 31st. Yes yes yes, I am going to get my boyfriend tickets and I do not care what he says he has to go he has to. He has to experience this with me. It is a must ( Read more... )

I'm not strange exotix erotic and beautiful anymore....I lost it, now starting today, I am going to get it back. I hate that I conformed I hate that I gave in, I hate that I was weak, I hate that I forgot whop I am. I am the Cleopatra Albino Freak Goddess, and dammit it is about fucking time I start acting like it.

My room, my bathroom, and my office, are fucking filthy ( Read more... )

I had forgotten something.
That I am the only one who is going to truly be there for me. The only one that is going to truly get me.
That I am all that I really have.
I own me.