Eh, turns out I like the XANGAness better, my new site >> www.xanga.com/ScrewedSenseless whoo! Anyway, my mom is an obsessive FREAK! I had to spend like 2 or 3 hours cleaning up my entire room n bathroom. Damn, on a fuckin friday too! sheesh! everyone's ALWAYS busy on fridays! ROAR My mom is getting on my NERVES AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!! *sigh* life is ( Read more... )

Today was crazy and average at the same time. Every day is just so weird now. My life is completely different but the same all at once. It amazes me just how much a person can change from one day to the next, and by this I mean myself. Eh, not necessarily change, but I learn something new about myself every day. I'm always changing my mind, not ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of seeing David, hearing about him, and even thinking about him!! I don't even want to know he exists! I give up! Fuck it! I deserve better anyway. I'm sick of hating myself and letting other people affect the way I see myself. People can love me if they want, that's their decision. I don't even give a shit if anyone hates me anymore or ( Read more... )

I may seem emotional to you, but make no mistake, I am not. Anyway, I had a short/brief conversation with Andrew a little while ago. We're okay now. Not to mention Aj and I had a brief conversation friday afterschool as well. Looks like I may have the chance of getting my friends back. We all seem to be 'cool' with each other now. It's too bad ( Read more... )

I realized something today. Things are different..within myself. I've been losing everything I have lately. I've given up on everything, even on myself. I'm back to the way things used to be. When I'd always give up. I had come to a point where I finally believed in myself. That was thanks to someone who meant the world to me. He changed me for the ( Read more... )

Here are some of my own values that I always make sure to follow. Best advice I can give anyone ( Read more... )

Azy TriPpeD: okay lets say if a puppy's smart, it gets thrown out by its' owner, right? where is it gonna go ( Read more... )

If you're gonna dump someone, at least have the decency/maturity to leave them alone, right? Anyway, I won't hide what I really feel from anyone. Somethin I like to call brutal honesty. About being honest though, I have to admit that I do still love David. I am over him, but in a weird way, I just can't let go of these feelings so fast. In fact, I' ( Read more... )

Everything is so confusing. I'm just sitting here.. I haven't eaten anything since B lunch but I feel sick to my stomach. idk what the hell's goin on. Nothing in my life is making any sense to me. My mom has really been hurting me lately n it's worse when she has no idea about it. I can't show that I'm offended or anything or she'll get all pissed ( Read more... )

I'm in a fuckin band with Britt and Stephanie (brooks). Hell yeh. ~deja vu ( Read more... )