it's never that one big thing, it's always the little things that break you.

I feel a lot better about many different things in my life now ( Read more... )

nothing went right for me today, but i guess thats just old news. i wish i could stand up for myself, or make myself matter to other people but, again...old news

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

My day started off shitty and ended shitty, at least it's consistent ( Read more... )

I need an answer ( Read more... )

I bet you like putting bullets to my head
isn't that what you said
watching my thoughts run red

i'm tired of this cycle of feeling inadequate. i can't win. i should just give in.

So I just got back from Nationals in New York and it was amazing. The girls team went three for three, we got All-American honors in the D.M.R (distance medley relay), the 4 x mile and the 4 x 800 meter. It was pretty much insane. Jamie, Kristin and Christine are three time All-Americans and I'm a two time All-American=OMG!!! Also the boys, omg, ( Read more... )

um so nationals is like friday, and i am FREAKING OUT!!!! like i have two chances to be all-american, that is crazy, like me, all-anything is crazy, but i am more excited about going with an amazing group of people and we'll be in NYC, so whatever happens, i get free food ( Read more... )

WE WON!!!! AHH!!!

Ok so the 4 x 8 is New England champions, and we have a new state and school record and the the 4 x 4 came in 3rd and also set a new school record and AHH!!!! Everyone who competed was All-New England. Thats crazy

I LOVE MY TEAM!

next week...NATIONALS!