i was reminded today that some of the things i worry about don't even make sense and that i am only responsible for who i am in this life, today. i cannot change the past and certainly not past lives if i ever really even had any. i need to be thinking about the things that matter. i feel like i am really making an effort to do that too, but the ( Read more... )

good night dark knight, the asylum is waiting for you... sweet dreams green beans. i'll see you in the mourning. hush now, don't you cry, they stick the needle in your eye. lobotomy. lobotomy. everybody's talking bout the cure...

she don't like my charm, she don't "get" me, she don't "get" me... she lives on a farm. she forgets me, she forgets me... and it's funny on that farm they say but they bet on me and now they won't let me... they called me big G. i'm for real, B...

by the way, hello lj. it's been awhile

in a world where i am right, i am also in danger, at least to the point where i have justifiable paranoia, but in a world where i am crazy, at least everything can appear safe. i walk a line between which world i am living in. right now i'm trying to live in the world where i am crazy, and pretending to accept it but don't fully

it has been about a year now since the day weird things were set into motion in my life. with meds & all i went through this past year, i don't think i am going to get into that same mindframe i was in before, but i have to admit, i still miss seeing the connection in everything, it was a gift with a curse but it was special