1 year

[djcliche]

it has been about a year now since the day weird things were set into motion in my life. with meds & all i went through this past year, i don't think i am going to get into that same mindframe i was in before, but i have to admit, i still miss seeing the connection in everything, it was a gift with a curse but it was special

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[den_lace]

Has it really been one whole year?? There is nothing wrong with not seeing the connection in things, sometimes it is easier - that way we don't have to think too much about what is right and what is wrong in our life! Best to just "let it be", don't you think?

"Hugs" to you for Easter and always. Well, it is our Australian Easter anyway ...

[djcliche]

we have easter this weekend too. so easter hugs for you as well. i loved seeing the connection in everything, but there was a price to pay for that with a lot of paranoia and a bit of grandiose thinking. it's too bad i can't have the connection stuff without the stuff that made people in my life worry. but unfortunately, that's how it has to be. i wish people didn't worry so much and didn't feel they had a right to lock me up for 2 whole months just cuz i was saying things they didn't understand. it all made sense to me and even to some other people but apparently i was crazy in most people's eyes and i have to learn to accept that. life is tricky sometimes, but it'll all work out someday i guess. peace and happy easter again.

[den_lace]

They were tough times Jymi, I rememeber. I hope it works out one day for you too. I guess there are "connections" and then "connections" and will always be sad for you that that yours back then were the wrong kinda ones.
"hugs" ... take care.

[djcliche]

thanks *HUG*