it has been about a year now since the day weird things were set into motion in my life. with meds & all i went through this past year, i don't think i am going to get into that same mindframe i was in before, but i have to admit, i still miss seeing the connection in everything, it was a gift with a curse but it was special

check out this spoken word video. i don't know the person who wrote it or anything, but it's brilliant. it really really speaks to what it is like to be a mental patient, especially as a teenager. i don't usually refer to myself as a mental patient, as much as a person with a mental illness, but this is specifically about the part when you are a ( Read more... )

i saw this video the other day. it's a simulated psychiatrist visit. it really hit home with me because it's utter nonsense and reminds me a lot of what i have been going through lately. i went through some traumatic shit and it DID effect my mental health to some extent, but what i needed was to get away from the trauma, NOT to be court ordered to ( Read more... )

What happened when i went from living as female to male to just me is that i lost my grip on the game of life. It doesn't happen to everyone who transitions, though i have seen it happen to a few. Living as female seemed like a lie, so i tried to live as male, but in just a short amount of time, i learned that that felt like a lie as well. I lost a ( Read more... )

Invisible disabilities meme ( Read more... )

people said i was crazy last year when i said i thought Gaurdasil was dangerous and that their advertising seemed deceptive to my instincts...

http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2009/08/19/cbsnews_investigates/main5253431.shtml

i say the same things ( Read more... )

ave maria ( Read more... )

the war in my head ( Read more... )

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