I can't think of a single time i've been more miserable, which you'd think would be impossible, but I've never been this hurt; not even by Jake. My heart shattered into a million pieces and I felt it drop in my chest. Anything I held on to is gone... and I'd like to leave. I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know if I'm trying to kid myself... I ( Read more... )

You are a Neoclassical economist! You adhere to the
old-school ideas of Adam Smith and other
classical economists. The current schools that
fits you best is the Chicago school, check out
the work of Milton Friedman.

What school of economics do you fit into?
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I take a glimpse at my friends page and read about people moving out to new places or moving out and getting their own places... and it saddens me. I would love to move out... more than anything, it's the one thing I really strive for but seems unattainable atm; getting my own place is the one thing that I need right now. I sometimes wonder if I ( Read more... )

So I've been gone for a while, I'm sorry about that... um, I don't really feel like writing much, but I'm sure I'll be doing some quizzes here sometime soon and responding to the post I put up a year ago that I said I'd respond to the day after, but never actually did... surprise :P

I will get to work on those replies to the last entry tomorrow, so you will have your survey/quiz thingies tomorrow. p.s.- smiling sucks :D I'll try for you, Hookerlicious :*

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best reminds me of you.

[05] Put this in your journal.

So stop fucking making me cry, it's pointless. It seems like no matter what I do, I'm going to do something wrong. I can't say anything without it being turned against me. I'm sorry for whatever I've done. I'm not pulling any bullshit, I'm not doing anything. I'm not being dramatic, I'm not being emo, I'm not being anything, I'm just being myself. ( Read more... )

It wasn't half bad, but the thing that made it not so horrible... Victor. Victor was a boy I went to high school with, he had a crush on me. Well, anyway... he always asked me to go to the school dances, but I never went to them, but when I went, I danced with him, he was always such a sweetheart. Victor was a little slow and had trouble learning ( Read more... )

it's hard to explain, but my head is spinning, not in the sense that I just have too much going on, but (almost) literally speaking ( Read more... )

There is no such thing as sleep. I can't sleep. I'm a stupid girl. It's amazing how you can go one day with virtually no sleep, sleep 11 hours the next and then not be able to sleep the day after that. Such is my life. Is that a sign of depression? No sleep, then oversleeping? Hm... I always feel like I can fall asleep in a second, but when I'm ( Read more... )