i've started a new journal and a new chapter in my life. I guess you can say i feel a little lonely, but this past month has been amazing, i have discovered a lot about myself. I was really bad to some people in the past, but i'm trying to make up for it and i'm trying to gain back their respect. i've lost a lot of respect. I now know however, not ( Read more... )

i guess it doesn't work, so i'm going to have to find a certain way to either make my journal private or block certain people from looking at it.

i don't know who is reading my journal but because of certain reasons i am going to make my journal a friends only journal, so if you are not on my friends list and you want to be you can email me at artjunkie84@alloymail.com. or reply to one of the following posts. after this post, every other post is now going to be a friends only.

i have no clue who said i asked another guy out, but thats not true. The first thing is i don't ask guys out, the second thing, there isn't anyone i like right now, so even if someone asked me out i would say no. I wonder who said that. what a crock.

life is going really good right now however really stressful with starting a new job and exam week right around the corner. I started my new job over the weekend which was kind of boring(the orientation part of it, but i got to meet some new people, which was nice. I went to see 13 going on 30 this weekend, it was so cute. I was kind of ( Read more... )

I started my new job yesterday. it was really exciting, i'm still kinda nervous though. they have me scheduled a lot next week! So I better like it otherwise I'm stuck. Everyone was really nice and i was relieved to see that the department head of paint was a women. I don't work well under men. The only two times I ever got fired were under male ( Read more... )

My friend Andrea is so awesome, she does so much for everyone and expects nothing in return. She gave me a card today wishing me luck for my new job and my newfound "single-hood", she did more than wish me luck but uplifted my spirts. it was a small gesture of encouragement and yet i needed it so badly, I'm lucky to have friends like these. I only ( Read more... )

i hung out with ashley tonight. we went to starbucks and then to chipotle. We split tacos and then stole a basket of chips. well.. we bought the chips but they threw us out.. because they were closing and we ate on the patio. When it was time to leave, we weren't done with the chips so voila'
we took the basket with us.

stacy came over last night to help me babysit. it was fun. she read from her book. i want to go get it. its so good. what to do until love finds you. the name sounds hokey but it really is a wise book. we went to the park and played basketball with my little brother and watched him make new friends instantly, why can't we go back to being kids when ( Read more... )

i don't know what i want, and i don't know what to do.