we kinda talked through things. and we are going to remain with the deciscion to take some time off but were still together. everything is so confusing though. but i know its the best thing. time for one on one with the lord.

my friend stacy said something that really sunk in. she said that sometimes when things happen that make no sense, God is pulling you out because of something getting ready to happen that you wouldn't have been able to endure. if i can say this, i think stacy is the woman they talk about in proverbs 31, i hope it rubs off on me. Her and trish are ( Read more... )

wow. its amazing how things foreshadow themselves

well.. i didn't get my keys back like i was suppose to tonight. i don't know what i am to do with the cds and stuff now. all of that was suppose to be gone by tonight. However, i managed to get in my house ( Read more... )

i'm going back to strat

i have my answer. stepping away from our talk, i understand it so much better. we love each other, but in a comfortable sense. in a sense of family, friendship, but not in the way we use to. we can't change that. its mutual, but it doesn't make it any less sadder. i spent a year and a half of my life with you and i love you but its come to this and ( Read more... )

my heart hurts so bad, and theres no one there. i'm alone

Eerie whispers ( Read more... )

man... i'm reallly bumming right now. i wish i knew what to do

i hope i can remember the words to these two songs i heard on 97x ( Read more... )