my journal that i have kept on paper has just soaked up mass amounts of water ( Read more... )

ironically, i have had the most love for people who have told me the most truth.

i realize that i can't stay dedicated to my decisions for more than 2 months (apparently so).
school is rolling gently around. or perhaps, more accuratly, school is going to bust a cap on my ass next monday at 8:20 before i even realize what the hell i did with my summer. 
oh hell, i'll stop with the dramatic. i need  learn to be more soft spoken if ( Read more... )

i have just realized that i never update.
and i don't plan to.

so: goodbye livejournal.

are you afraid of the same things i am ( Read more... )

iTunes as a Magic 8 Ball
You put iTunes on random, and then see if it answers the question.

1. What is missing from my life?
black girls-violent femmes

2. Will I find love?
it's good to be in love-frou frou

3. Will I become rich?
don't pass me by-the beatles

4. Does someone have a crush on me?
clap your hands!-clap your hands say yeah

5. What is my favorite ( Read more... )

i have just realized i have placed my life in a rather terrible default. i keep trying to find ways to shift out of it. an invisible force keeps drawing me in. i just want to appropriate these thoughts of mine to someone who knows what to make of them. i analyze and over analyze until i'm left with nothing. it will be fine, though. there are still ( Read more... )

this past week was not very eventful. however, it was a very good week. very relaxing.

I don't really feel like writing a huge entry today. It won't really benifit me in the future to look at it, either. But here i am, updating.

I'm wearing shorts. and it is a weird feeling.

i feel that my life is becoming too decadent. rainy days and sticky fingers. i don't really have any hopes of goals for this summer. it isn't really worth worrying about ( Read more... )

i deleted all of my old entries. they were nonsense. it's time for something new in here. i suppose that with it being summer now, i can write with a lighter heart and mind. well, perhaps my newer entries will be more thought out than before, anyway ( Read more... )