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i feel that my life is becoming too decadent. rainy days and sticky fingers. i don't really have any hopes of goals for this summer. it isn't really worth worrying about.
i don't know what i'm going to do when everything i find routine now, slips away and all i'm left with is myself. i'm not saying i'm a terrible person to be alone with. it's being alone with myself that scares me. i'm not partial to being afraid of things. so i do hope that this cloudy phase passes.
on a much higher and melodic note. school IS almost out. for many of you, that has already happened. i have one more final and then i can say "fuck you, 10th grade. fuck you, ap block. fuck you, drug dealers with no sense of mind." i guess the latter statement can be omitted. but i wrote it down, so it must mean something.
I'm working on four books right now. The World According to Garp, The Invisible Man, Out of the Silent Planet, and Naked Lunch. I have already started all of them. I just have to work up the commitment to read straight through them on a dismal, rainy day. I should have really started that today. But the opportunity to 'chill' with my friends was aesthetically pleasing.
did anybody else see the rainbow tonight?
i don't know what i'm going to do when everything i find routine now, slips away and all i'm left with is myself. i'm not saying i'm a terrible person to be alone with. it's being alone with myself that scares me. i'm not partial to being afraid of things. so i do hope that this cloudy phase passes.
on a much higher and melodic note. school IS almost out. for many of you, that has already happened. i have one more final and then i can say "fuck you, 10th grade. fuck you, ap block. fuck you, drug dealers with no sense of mind." i guess the latter statement can be omitted. but i wrote it down, so it must mean something.
I'm working on four books right now. The World According to Garp, The Invisible Man, Out of the Silent Planet, and Naked Lunch. I have already started all of them. I just have to work up the commitment to read straight through them on a dismal, rainy day. I should have really started that today. But the opportunity to 'chill' with my friends was aesthetically pleasing.
did anybody else see the rainbow tonight?