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Ok, so I'm finally getting around to writing about my weekend. I'm going to write about it this week because I actually had a really good weekend...mostly ( Read more... ) -
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Dear annoying customers,
Please stop asking for extra discount when you're buying a magnet worth 1.99! -
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Everything I do and every word I say
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I'm starting to wonder if I even want a job, or, actually, if I can even handle one. Is it just another one of those things I think I'm *supposed* to do, no matter how it makes me feel. Maybe I'm just nervous about the trial tomorrow. I don't know. As my shrink would put it, I'm "not well" at the moment. I had horrible anxiety just being in the ( Read more... ) -
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I'm doing the best I can ( Read more... ) -
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Everything's okay. I just need to try harder. Right?
I'm sorry. I keep letting everyone down.
I'm fine.
In another news, I have a 1 hour job interview tomorrow. -
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I just got home from a party.
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Random thoughts I've had lately
I want a night job
I really don't like being incredibly drunk...it's just not that fun, but sometimes it is
I'm going out more than I have in while and I'm still fucking lonely.
I wish I had someone to hold me while I go to sleep so the anxiety doesn't take over and I don't fall asleep with an aching head and scratches all over my back
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Shit.
So I guess I feel pretty horrible tonight. And I have no idea why. I just feel bad. I feel so uncomfortable and awkward in my own skin, like I could burst. And I wish I could cry. And I REALLy want to cut up all my arm. But I'm seeing all my friends tomorrow. [but part of me hopes that someone sees how much I've been struggling]. I'm tired of ( Read more... ) -
Peace Love and Folk Festivals
So I'm home, back from the wonderful world of Woodford. I had an amazing time but I'm bloody exhausted. The first few days it rained and was muddy, but I danced in the mud and had so much fun. I talked to so many random people because everyone was just so friendly. Kissed a few boys, and girls. Met some great people.We hung out and slept in the ' ( Read more... )