Random thoughts I've had lately

[disaster_pixie]

I want a night job

I really don't like being incredibly drunk...it's just not that fun, but sometimes it is

I'm going out more than I have in while and I'm still fucking lonely.

I wish I had someone to hold me while I go to sleep so the anxiety doesn't take over and I don't fall asleep with an aching head and scratches all over my back

I wish my brain could just stop...it's too heavy for me.

I miss Aimee and Claire.

Something in my life right now seems really really wrong, so much that I'm yet again questioning the reality of things..I hate this.

My internet is SHIT at the end of the month.

I need a fucking cigarette.