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of shards and sandcastles ;;
The hardest part coming home is reintegration -
because try as you may to make the pieces fit, they don't .
or maybe the hardest part is admitting that the pieces never fit to begin with, that they were long ago broken, and all you are left right now is making broken shards weave together like a symphony , playing the masquerade that the healing ( Read more... ) -
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I think this aptly describes and summarizes my life in the past three years.
You live in the darkness and if you become so accustomed to it, it’s harder to live any other existence.
From the fic Light. by GirlquinndreameR.
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“Darkness is only driven out with light, not more darkness.” -Martin Luthur King Jr. -
OH YEAH.
I don't even know why I bothered.
... It's like if I don't live my life insubstantially, I become a youknowwhat.
I don't even bother about it anymore. Hahahaha.
And this feels good.
hoh yeah.
i love this.
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I FOUND ME.
I KNOW WHAT IM LOOKING FOR ( Read more... ) -
CONCLUSION OF THE SECOND SEMESTER. REFLECTIONS BLAH BLAH. AND WHY IT IS SUPREMELY DARK.
For five bloody months, I tried so hard to fit in and be with the 'normal crowd'.
argh. I tried to establish myself as the dark, sultry type because I didn't see how else I could fit in.
Wth?
Oh man. And I thought I was over this 'changing conforming for fame' thingy. Urgh. Am I made of stupid?
Growing up with fandoms and all those weird stuff just ( Read more... ) -
live kid, live.
I saw you jed ( Read more... ) -
tarnish.
Because somehow I knew our memory was based on ---f&c and alot alot of that.
it's just insane to tarnish so much.
insane. -
psychological.
sometimes I feel as if it really was all psychological, because prior to that-- i was still writing. alot ( Read more... ) -
SHREDSSS,
the point is ( Read more... ) -
splinter----;
if you're my friends--- why should i bother even putting on a front ( Read more... )