I'll be saying goodbye to a lot of friends and some family soon as I venture into the new college life. It hurt me so bad I couldn't even tell some of them where I was going. Just relocating to my new place... Just... faded off and decided to keep silent about it. I feel like it'll be better there ( Read more... )

This weekend was awesome. I left Friday night to go back to my aunt's house for the weekend back in my hometown. [Thomaston, G.A.] I stayed with my aunt the first night and just relaxed. Felt good to be back "home" again. The country atmosphere was great. I went to Wal-mart which was pretty much flooded and we browsed around. I grabbed some frost n ( Read more... )

What a day... what...a...day... I have no idea what happened with Val on the phone last night but I woke up holding the phone in my hand and the blur of an off-the-hook phone noise. I guess I got so tired that I just fell asleep mid conversation. What are the chances of that? Hm.. I felt good getting ready this morning. Wide awake and clean to the ( Read more... )

This morning was great. I got up and threw on some shoes and walked slowly torwards the pool arena in the backyard. I knew my dog would be nesting in the downed umbrella so I walked slowly torwards it. The creeking of the shoes across the cement didn't alarm him and finally I gave him a surprise upon arriving. Fed him his first meal and ran back ( Read more... )

Well last night was a long night. I didn't feel like sleeping so I stayed up and watched some shows. GoldenEye007 was on for good while so I chilled to that while browsing the net. Nothing really much more interesting on the net either. I visited the usuals and all the crazy-news sites. Nothing updated.. The world and CNN so bland. I actually got a ( Read more... )

Today was suprising somewhat. I feel into deep sleep quite late. Time just zoomed by this week. Totally forgot it was Saturday...? [How did that happen?] Anyway, I woke up to my mom prancing around the kitchen on the phone talking about "dog"--this and "dog--that. I didn't pay much attention other than I wanted someone to close the door and shut up ( Read more... )

My wounds are healing quite well. Progressively I've been able to eat more and more solid foods but I can still feel the soreness. I've managed to do without the painkillers. I haven't even taken an advil but really it's no big deal. Mainly it's just been the antibiotics that have gotten me thrown off. You have to eat them with some food that way ( Read more... )

Well finally my surgery is done. I was super nervous and I was just panting the whole morning. I couldn't shake off the anxiety. The feeling was horrible. I sat in my room for some time just thinking about how I am going to be put to sleep and what not. That feeling alone just put my heartrate into the next universe. I got a shower and got dressed ( Read more... )

It's the count down until the surgery. Today was quite stressful. World War III at my house and then in the afternoon we sort out everything and we're back to normal? [Um... Right.] I've just listened to music most of the day. The surgery is tommorow @ 11am so pray or burn some incense lol. Do something!!! I don't think the surgery is going to be ( Read more... )

Today was alright... My parents came home from my grandparents house today and we went through the whole cleaning process, you know.. Doing the dishes, doing laundry, making beds. Finally at the end of the day I went to Steak N' Shake and just sat down, lit a cigarette and ate some dinner. I got some dirty looks as well. I sat in the smoking ( Read more... )