well, i dnt really feel like talking bout anyhing these days, josh and i have been broken up for almost 3 weeks, and its really obvious that he is getting along with his life quite easy, and is over me, then heres me, missing him like crazy almost wishing the awlful thought that i wish i didnt becum friends with jak, we r just mates, but no one ( Read more... )

ME AND JOSH BROKE UP, IM SO LOST, I DNT KNOW WAT TO SAY, WAT TO DO. I'VE LOST FRIENDS, FAMILY, A BEST FRIEND, ALL CAUSE IM STUPID ENOUGH TO BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY, AND LET IT LOOK BAD, AS IF ITS SUMTHING MORE. BUT I DIDNT KNOW WAT ESE TO DO, I WISH I COULD MAKE JOSH SEE, NOTHING WAS GOING ON. I FEEL BAD SAYING THIS, BUT I WISH I NEVER BECAME FRIENDS ( Read more... )

SOZ I HAVENT BEEN ON TO SEE HOW EVERYONE IS,

I DNT HAVE TIME TO UPDATE, JUST TO SAY, THAT JOSH IS A FUKIN PRICK,

I TOLD HIM IM GONNA BREAK UP WITH HIM TONIGHT, AND HE DOESNT EVEN FUKIN CARE, HE MADE JOKES, GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

feeling pretty happy right now, i was heaps stressed, but i just finished a huge assignment for tafe, just 3more to go ( Read more... )

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Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||| 20% Empathy |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||| 23% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious |||||||||||||||| 63% Hedonism |||||| 30 ( Read more... )

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DNT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY, INFACT IM RATHER BORD. GOING TO A GIG ON FRI NITE, SHOULD BE REALLY GOOD, CANT WAIT. GONNA GET DRUNK WITH TWO PPL, THAT I HAVENT REALLY DRUNK WITH B4, SO THAT ADD'S TO THE EXCITMENT I REKON. SAT NITE HAVE A PARTY TO GO TO, THERES ALWAYS AT LEAST ONE PARTY FOR ME TO GO TO EACH WEEK, AND ITS USUALLY ON DA SAT NITE, ( Read more... )

I WISH JOSH WOULD GET HIS PRIORITIES STRAIGHT

Everytime i go to c josh, i am going to c his best friend too, i love jared, but he's not my bf, and i dnt want him to be, Sunday nites, me n josh always see each other, i'll go over there for a lil while, jared is usually there, jared leaves then me n josh will fall asleep or i'll go home. Tonight, ( Read more... )

how long will we take to come undone?
If you know the answer tell me now and I'll write up a calendar for our count down.
'Cos what if what we see is all, is all we've got?

'Cos finger by finger we're losing grasp and
I'm questioning the reason why nothing beautiful does last...

i saw josh today., he came over after his job interview. he could tell i was still pissed, he just acted how he usually acts wen he cant handle sumthing, which is make jokes, which frustrates me, but made me sorta give in, cauz him being him, just makes me realise how much i love him, then he hugged me, and wouldnt let go, i dnt remember the last ( Read more... )