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feeling pretty happy right now, i was heaps stressed, but i just finished a huge assignment for tafe, just 3more to go.
Mel took me n kel to see her mates from Souljah ply at the gailic club, and i got toooooo drunk, thing is, i didnt feel it, other wise i woulda stopped. i just felt really happy, it was great, i usually just get sik, cauz i aint meant to drink grog, maybe i should drink goon more often, lol.
so the bouncers wouldnt let me bak in, damn them, lol, and i invited me mates adz n wade, and i saw them for a total of 2mins, i felt so rude aye!
sat nite, went to my mates gig, the went off as always. and there was this chik band there, i know wat ur thinkin, but hear me out, these chiks could scream, like metal kinda, it was fukin awesome, they rocked
at the gig, i got a call, i got fired from my realestate recepetionist job. well sorta, they aint gonna open on sundays anymores, therefore dont need me, how rude, so now im really broke, but i got a dancing job every thurs nite, so at least i still have a lil bit of money cummin in.
Singing teacher tried to convince me to audition for Australian idol. i didnt, i dnt know why, i want to perform more than anything in the world, but i think im at that stage, that im gonna break if i get told no, i had to hold bak tears tellin josh if i should go or not, its like i want it so bad, that im scared i wont be ready for it if it happens.
i decided next yr im gonna go to brent street full time, its a huge performing arts studio, 8 hours a day five days a week. and i'll work nites and weekends, i want this so bad, so im gonna work my ass off like i have been the past...all my life, to get it, and nuthing is gonna change my mind, i may not be good enough, but im gonna try and learn to be. and thats all i can do.
Dreams, they make u smile, cry, laugh, get butterflies, i just dont think im ready for mine, im scared...
Mel took me n kel to see her mates from Souljah ply at the gailic club, and i got toooooo drunk, thing is, i didnt feel it, other wise i woulda stopped. i just felt really happy, it was great, i usually just get sik, cauz i aint meant to drink grog, maybe i should drink goon more often, lol.
so the bouncers wouldnt let me bak in, damn them, lol, and i invited me mates adz n wade, and i saw them for a total of 2mins, i felt so rude aye!
sat nite, went to my mates gig, the went off as always. and there was this chik band there, i know wat ur thinkin, but hear me out, these chiks could scream, like metal kinda, it was fukin awesome, they rocked
at the gig, i got a call, i got fired from my realestate recepetionist job. well sorta, they aint gonna open on sundays anymores, therefore dont need me, how rude, so now im really broke, but i got a dancing job every thurs nite, so at least i still have a lil bit of money cummin in.
Singing teacher tried to convince me to audition for Australian idol. i didnt, i dnt know why, i want to perform more than anything in the world, but i think im at that stage, that im gonna break if i get told no, i had to hold bak tears tellin josh if i should go or not, its like i want it so bad, that im scared i wont be ready for it if it happens.
i decided next yr im gonna go to brent street full time, its a huge performing arts studio, 8 hours a day five days a week. and i'll work nites and weekends, i want this so bad, so im gonna work my ass off like i have been the past...all my life, to get it, and nuthing is gonna change my mind, i may not be good enough, but im gonna try and learn to be. and thats all i can do.
Dreams, they make u smile, cry, laugh, get butterflies, i just dont think im ready for mine, im scared...