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Because Livejournal still exists...
Speed. Rush. Residents stuck on a permanent pace.
Cyanide. Meth. Toxic world, it’s so divine.
Spinning. Twirling. Heart always beats too fast.
Every picture a blur but distinctly there is you.
You, the push behind my step. My reason to run.
You, the dark cloud above my head. My reason to smile.
The wretch in my gut. The bile on my tongue.
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Reality Check
1. I am a total flake and forgetful as shit. This makes me feel like a bad friend all the time.
2. I am spoiled. If things don't go my way all the time, I get geniunely upset.
3. I have absolutely no drive. This leaves me feeling virtually talentless and directionless because I never take the time and effort to accomplish things or get good at ( Read more... ) -
Ugh Canada
Just got back from a lovely day doing some Christmas shopping in Bellingham. hobbit_eluned met me there and we hung out all day and it was wonderful since it has been way too long since I've seen her. But the second I walked in the door I was propelled to my computer to rant about the bullshit I just went through trying to get back home into Canada.
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Mad Truth
"The earth, he'd say, is just a big machine. A big processing plant. A factory. That's your big answer. The big truth ( Read more... ) -
This dream was like a C horror movie
Seriously. It started out so typical. Me and 4 other people are going camping for the weekend (in Bear Creek Park, lmao. which was actually Stanley Park when we got there). There was me, the best friend, the slutty party girl, the dumb jock and the guy I was in love with. His name was Josh and he actually was perfect. He had curly dirty blonde ( Read more... ) -
This Song = My Life
There literally has never been a song I could relate to more.
Like the light was all I had, I struck the book with my last match
The candle burned so soft and slow, I felt the warmth and felt its glow
Salt tasting tears, they roll off of my lips
One for each day I'm inside this house, it's a trap
One I can't quite escape, so pretend it's the place that ( Read more... ) -
New My Chem
There's probably a thousand other things I ought to rather be writing in here about but I can't get over this. My Chem of recent.
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This quote is exactly what every night of my life is like.
“My whole life I’ve hated going to bed. I like falling asleep instead. Falling asleep is so much better than going to bed because you don’t get tangled up in the logistics. Falling asleep happens for you, even if it means waking up at eight to the sun assaulting your eyes while a block of metal videos are playing on VH1 Classic. Then all you have ( Read more... ) -
I have been a New Years Day fan for a crazy long time
I found these old pictures I took of New Years Day either on 2006 or 2007 Warped Tour. Let's just say that these pictures are older than my facebook account because they are in my photobucket which I haven't used since I got facebook haha. They are also apparently older than my ability to take good concert photos because these pictures suck but I ( Read more... )
