i have a phone interview in 9 minutes, i'm so nervous. it's literally my only prospect rn and i'm just uuuuufasfsdfalsgh. i hate talking on the phone ;__; i haven't really prepared at all either because i'm stupid and preparing was stressing me out.

I HATE WRITING COVER LETTERS. hate hate hate hate

but i applied for two jobs today, yay okay.

i've pretty much decided i only want to work for non-profits or in government atm so that's what i'm going for first, then hit the architecture firms. what is the point of this dumb degree anyway, i don't even want to do architecture. whatevz.

I never know where to post anymore, tumblr or lj. I usually post on tumblr but tumblr is dumb, why am I on there? I like following the pretty architecture/design blogs, I guess.

I said I was going to apply for jobs today and I bookmarked a bunch of things to apply for but haven't done any actual applying. Just loooounging. Dumb.

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I have last.fm turned off because it's another program that uses memory, but it's probably a good thing because I am listening to some embarrassing shit. Dolly is my default I'm-stressed-need-happy-music music, but I've also been listening to tons of bad italo non-ironically. Some italo I genuinely think is good, some of it is good in a campy ( Read more... )

I just watched Big, thinking 'cute Tom Hanks movie with Tom Hanks being cute, sounds great!' and I remembered liking it a lot but WHAT THE FUCK IT IS A BLATANT ENDORSEMENT FOR PEDOPHILIA. Not cool. I need to watch another Hanx movie though because ilh ( Read more... )

I am waiting for Illustrator to open right now and it's being slow enough that I am taking a mini-break to write this super inane entry. And when I say inane, I mean inane. My life is pretty inane rn.

So this was my most reblogged post on tumblr, by far:


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So I'm basically using Parks & Rec as a coping mechanism for stress and studio-induced depression, I can admit that. After I rewatched the series I stopped and watched other stuff and then I was like 'you know what, I could be watching Parks & Rec again' so now I'm powering through my favorite episodes. IDGAF ( Read more... )

I wish I could photoshop my life with better decisions. Fucking myself over yet again ( Read more... )

Now that Parks is over I have nothing to look forward to. It was a nice distraction from the horrible precipice of graduation and NOW I HAVE NOTHING. And this weekend is going to be a big pain in the ass because I really, really, really need to get off my fucking ass and work, like hardcore. Today was a nice break, but oh my god, I mean I have ( Read more... )