Well i'm finally going to update this thing. Lets see, last Friday night I went to a bar with Mike, hadn't had anything to eat and got really drunk. Then people gave me free food and I got treated to waffle house all star breakfast afterwards as well, sobered up within a couple hours while eating and no hangover so all in all a great time ( Read more... )

So here I am laying on the couch again, another day off wasted to the sleep God. The sleep God attacks whenever possible due to my overworked and sleepless nature, demanding 8-12 hours of my life at a time ( Read more... )

Well look at me, i'm updating. Besides slowly losing my sanity here's what's going on ( Read more... )

Well i'd like to say things are better but it seems like anything that happens good is only a temporary fix. After talking with her befor I thought things were really looking up even if I had to start from scratch and yet now almost 3 days have gone by since she's spoken to me. Her aim and msn are always set to away even if she is there she doesn ( Read more... )

Well she's semi-talking to me but still feels cold as ice and each time she cuts things short because of some reason, which makes it apparent she doesn't want to talk to me really. I'm doing better though, I don't constantly hurt when I think about her or the situation like I have this past week. It had gotten to the point i'd be so worked up and ( Read more... )

Well I did my usual stalking of her in the morning after work. She must think i'm an idiot, although she doesn't know I have her AIM I don't think but she has idle set so I can tell if she's there or comes back or not. She makes of excuses for why she's not there when it's fairly obvious she is >>. So I messaged her and said look I know that you ( Read more... )

So this is like day 3 not having even received a reply to my many IMs i've left her. She's sick with the flu, yes and I was concerned about her and just wanted to know how she was doing but amidst being sick and in bed she does however manage to get to the computer to update her Gaia character and mess around on the forums, but can't even drop me ( Read more... )

Well things aren't getting better with her, i'm just fooling myself to think they will. I almost wish i'd kept my feelings to myself, she interacted with me more before we got things out in the open than she does now. Although the situation is complicated she told me her latest obsession over this girl wouldn't change anything between us but I ( Read more... )

Things with her are better I think? On the other hand I fell asleep tonight which was my only time to clean up the apartment for Monday lol. Well if I get evicted i'll probably be gone for a while.

Well a lot has been going on lately, that'd be great if only it wasn't all bad things. Still working about 70 hours or so every week and weekend before last the landlord leaves me a phone message saying he'd been trying to get ahold of me. My phone has been screwy lately so I hadn't received any calls from him. He has decided to put his house ( Read more... )