Six more pages to write and I'm done with this round of papers and midterms. Doesn't sound like a lot to do before Friday, but these prompts are a serious bitch. Oh well, just grinning and bearing it ( Read more... )

Last day of spring break. There's a good amount of stuff on my mind, but none of it is really coming out. The end is finally feeling like it's almost here. Spring break is ending, I enjoyed it, but I feel exhausted. Anxious about the future, the unknown, how things will pan out. Yet eager for the independence, the life waiting ahead ( Read more... )

Nothing kills the self-esteem like a job search. I've been working my ass off here at college for the last 3 and a half years, and that feels like it's not even close to enough. No internships, research experience, or field related work experience!? No, sorry, I've been too busy working on top of school just to keep my ass out of the poor house. I ( Read more... )

I miss having someone to talk to. I miss having someone to tell the stupid little events of my day to. I miss having that feeling like someone really cares.

I'm going to make this short, only because looking at my computer screen for too long gives me a headache and I can already feel one coming on ( Read more... )

I don't know if anyone else gets this way, but after hanging out with someone, I usually get depressed. I guess it's just the fact that after hanging out it's that return back to being alone. Sometimes I think if I had my way I'd just spend forever hanging out with certain people. It's not with everyone I hang out with, like if I'm hanging out with ( Read more... )

It's always a really weird feeling leaving one place and returning to another. I've been bouncing back and forth between college and home for nearly 4 years now and the feeling is pretty much exactly the same now as it was all the way back then. It's less pleasant going from Sac to Berkeley, but really, going both ways produces this feeling. Four ( Read more... )

I think the thing that I like most about Sacramento is that I can see the stars at night. It's weird, I suppose, but for whatever reason it's a nice feeling to get out of the car at night and be able to look up and see all of those stars up there. In the bay area all you get is light pollution. It's so sad. The stars make me miss Kevin and Deborah ( Read more... )

Well, it's been well over a year since I've been here. It took a second for me to figure out how to post one of these again ( Read more... )

( We dance to the beat of our own black hearts )