Very random from my last entry, however, BBall starts on Monday. I am not looking forward to it. You know its bad when you're senior captain and you don't want to play.

I've kind of just been lying in bed the last couple hours thinking about how much I love my girlfriend. She's so beautiful and caring. She's really sweet. I love being with her. She makes me feel really good about myself, she makes me happy when I am sad. She's so special. I love her. I'm gonna call her right now.

KendallAA slept at my house last night. Ahh it was beautiful. She's so damn sweet. I love you Kendall. I think I kissed her about one thousand times last night. Her being there made my sleep so much nicer, so much warmer...cuddly. I loved it. I wish she was going to be here tonight. But she's not. I'm sad that she's not. Anyways, I'm gonna go eat ( Read more... )

i dont know if ive ever written in this but im feeling like right now may be a good time. the last few days have been very stressful. life can be stressful, but this particular time is tough. its been one year. i want to just, ugh, i dont even know what i want to do, or how i want to feel. how are you supposed to feel about these/this thing? i find ( Read more... )

ok, so i was writing this big whole thing, clicked update and my internet got retarted. so im going to summarize with some bullets ( Read more... )