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We've come a long way...
So life happened! Lots of fun, amazing, sad, stories along the way. I'm now a grown up married woman who is 90% happy. I still have dark twisty days and weeks but in general life is good. I've stopped all self harm, have a job I genuinely love and I am head over heels in love with Stephen who saved me in more ways than he really understands. He is ( Read more... ) -
Happy
Hello livejournal we havent met in so long!!
Looking back through my old entries i seem to only use LJ when i was down, depresssed and needed a good vent.
I had a random thought the other day and its truely terrified me, i think im happy. I dont honestly remember the last time i could say i was truely happy and not worried about something id buried ( Read more... ) -
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Can't decide if tonight was a good night or a bad night ( Read more... ) -
Ailsa
Its the strangest mixture of emotions being so happy for someone cause they have achieved their goals and for being so selfish and upset that the person got what they wanted all at the same time. Ailsa got her job in New York which im so happy about cause i know how much she desperately wanted it. She leaves in 4 weeks time. I don't know what im ( Read more... ) -
thumping on the keys
I have been trying for weeks to sit down and actually do my review of last year and edit my new years resolutions which i have made up but just never had the time to put into words and now that i find myself with a moment to do it im stuck feeling really annoyed so can't be bothered. It also doesnt help that im on Terri's laptop and my programme ( Read more... ) -
MEN!!!!
You are a fucking idiot!! If you don't realise that i kinda love you then you don't deserve me. I would do absolutely anything for you and you just can't see it or you don't want to see it. Stop playing games with me cause you know i cant resist it cause it's you and you nkow the way i feel. Wish i could say all this to you but in not strong enough -
I hate...
I hate when my friends hurt and i don't know why or how to help ( Read more... ) -
Just frigging decide
...and in other news ( Read more... )