I hate...

[denimtl]

I hate when my friends hurt and i don't know why or how to help
I hate the way i feel about myself
I hate the fact i need to be drunk to feel free and happy
I hate the way i am
I hate how much i adore him
I hate that he doesn't adore me
I hate that people I barely see notice more than the ones i see everyday
I hate that I can't seem to find what i want/need
I hate the way i look
I hate the way i feel
I hate that i miss you
I hate that you know i do
I hate that the night ended like this
I hate that i want to cry

This is a lot of hate but right now i need to pass it off even just till i fall asleep...