stress and meditation

Jun 06, 2006 09:05

I have been- well…. Stressed ( Read more... )

meditation, adf, stress, journal

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delphinastar June 6 2006, 15:16:23 UTC
Hmmm- I might have to try that one.
Have you ever felt like you were being kicked when doing either?

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delphinastar June 6 2006, 16:35:41 UTC
yeah- I did definetly feel like something was blocking the words... Once I started forcing it out, it was ok... but every time I satrted to say something new I had to push through that blockage...

SO bizarre!

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delphinastar June 6 2006, 15:17:46 UTC
yeah, but I don't like either versions. They're kind of weird and breathy and stuff. And he reads them very well- I just want him to record it...

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lunarx June 6 2006, 15:41:55 UTC
*hugs* be well sister and thanks for the email:)

i know you will get thru this rough patch:)

*sends you some lovely Kentish sunshine*

xx

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delphinastar June 6 2006, 16:37:55 UTC
Woohoo! Sunshine!

Actually, it's pretty nice here too.

I tried to get Ron to pick me some flowers at lunch, but he ignored me...
we saw this big patch of blue wildflowers- I loved them! Maybe I have to start nudging him harder!

Oh- and we were talking about YOU at lunch too... you and your sock porn! LOL

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lunarx June 6 2006, 16:45:17 UTC
i love the sunshine! especially on days when i really am up for absorbing it!

i learned a long time ago sometimes its best to pick your own flowers!! (although a gift is nicer! ;))

*squee* i'm so popular. ;) (*so are my feet!;);)

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delphinastar June 6 2006, 16:53:48 UTC
I was GOING to pick my own, but he has this cool little pocket gizmo (that some really thoughtful chick gave him....) and it has little scissors in it, so I had asked if he had it and if I could use it, and he kept walking and talking and ignored me!

Maybe I'll go back and pick them later! LOL

Or I could just look in my yard- my day lillies are soon going to be blooming- I should check on them. I could bring them in the house...

and my daughter is always willing to pick my dandelions and clover flowers...

And yes- you're popular- you and your feet....

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siel June 6 2006, 23:23:05 UTC
[quote]The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram *ARGH!* I had been avoiding the LBRP. Like the plague. It just reminds me too much of the OTO and Thelema and Crowley and or Catholic churches and Christian junk and of just so many things I disagree with.[/quote]

Actually... [ducks] the LRP & LBRP have roots in the Golden Dawn. Not O.T.O nor Thelema. [winks] If you really want to shock your system try the Star Ruby [wicked smile].. then again.. knowing your beautiful Aquarianess, it might just work.

The names of the angels hold some interesting sublevel meanings I hope will help in your contemplation of the ritual:

Raphael = 71 [NAEQ] and so reduces to 8.
Key Phrase: In the east the magician communicates with the rising glory of the sun.

Gabriel = 94 [NAEQ] and so reduces to 4.
Key Phrase: In the west the magicians balances that which is unformable into form.

Michael = 89 [NAEQ] and again reduces to 8.
Key Phrase: In the south the magician communicates with the inner glory of the Sun ( ... )

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delphinastar June 7 2006, 13:17:30 UTC
Ah! I was waiting for you to jot notes- I knew you couldn’t resist. Thank you for your insight- I will consider that. BTW- I didn’t say the LBRP WAS Thelema or OTO or Christian- just that it reminds me of those things and so I had some hang-ups because of it…
(grins)

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anonymous June 8 2006, 01:51:11 UTC
Sending energies my friend...If there is anything I can help with, let me know :)

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paganrose June 8 2006, 01:51:38 UTC
Oh, by the way...it is I, Jenny

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delphinastar June 8 2006, 15:58:22 UTC
Awww- thanks hon!
We'll be ok. It's just- well- stress... it happens. Eventually it will all work itself out.

Are you guys coming up for drum circle at Reader's tomorrow? Rhi really wants to see D- and we REALLY miss you guys!

BTW- LOVE the pic! Wow....

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paganrose June 11 2006, 15:32:22 UTC
Sorry we missed it...Kurt has been swamped with excess loads of homework for his two college classes and I have been swamped with work for my PreK move. I will be so happy when this semester is over, so that we have some time to do things. Kurt's teachers act as if all you have to do is their homework! :P Luckily, he will only be taking one class next semester so his load should not be too bad (Plus he is taking Computer Forensics, so I will HAVE to sit in on that, with my love of the macabre and seriel killers LOL I can help with homework if it is something that interests me, unlike accounting and economics :grins: )
Oh, the picture...you mean my lovely icon from brokeback mountain, my new favorite movie??? :) If you haven't seen it yet, see it...it is HOT! But more importantly, it is so...emotional, because it centers on the love aspect of same sex relationships. It is a real heart felt screen play, and I recommend it to anyone! (Plus did I mention the fact that the love scenes and kissing scenes are hot??? LOL)

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