Microwave constantly turned on. Two shot glasses with the one-ounce limit clearly labeled and a starbuck's logo imprinted on the bottom for the lucky drinker, as well as a plastic martini glass with a stem that lights up from the base. all three filled with an chilled amber colored liquid taken from a container in the freezer. She sips lightly from ( Read more... )

The University of Texas at Austin.

I'm not sure why i chose it. I suppose because its cheap. And it's quite prestigious. huh.
I don't really know.
The reasons I say-
1. close to home, and with aging (terribly) grandparents.. i'd like to get home asap
2. cheapest college (not counting financial aid)
3. when i visited, i fell in love.

anyway.
so i left ( Read more... )

Plus ça change, plus c’est la même chose

.. this is my fear.

Finally... for the first time in a long time..
my insides, my soul, my mind... is at peace.
It's quiet, and calm. I can't express it.
But I've missed this so much.

scared shitless at the possibility of moving so far. but sometimes.. you gotta take a risk. what was the last risk I'd taken? maybe sneaking out. something small like that. going to austin or corpus without parents knowing. this is a real risk. jumping into the unknown. with no one there to catch me or hold me but myself and my God. the shortest ( Read more... )

( the 'golden' birthday so they say. )

( It wasn't the best year, but not the worst. )

( resolutions and expectations )

so. classes suck, but are basically easy. not too much work, but still a bit ( Read more... )

i happen to be terribly frightened ( Read more... )