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[deathstarcunt]

i wish things didn't bore me so easily.

i want to go out.
but i won't.

i feel so desolate.

i have so many supressed feelings and thoughts..
my dreams scare me.
i'm trying not to think about things too much but when i sleep i have no control.
i think about everything possible

Comments

[glittervomitxxx]

I wouldn't doubt at all that an effective memorty does contribute to keeping bottled up within you the emotions which have effected you so negatively.
For life certianly would so be so much easier if it were but a blur of circumstance and emotions, that come together and are all but thrown out eventually. When old thoughts and feelings stick around, we tend to overthink and overanalyze, which is very destructive emotionally.

A good way to overcome these things is to just identify the source of whatever it is that is bringing you dow, see it for what it is, and then try to look for what can be make better in the situation. And of course, all of these things take time. I do wish you well for the future.

[kutedorkface]

you just sound like me

[kutedorkface]

you sound just like me

[deathstarcunt]

heh. i'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing =/