So, I am trying to find a new apartment. I have to move out of the one I am now because Jeremy and I just can't share our space without fighting. No big deal, we aren't breaking up, just living apart from eachother.(His Idea) We will see what happens... Anyway so i am looking forward to a big payback with my tax returns. I was going to go to H&R ( Read more... )

I finally got a new job...which I am NOT looking forward to. I am now a crew memeber of Wendy's...Yea...Well, at least it's money. maybe it will be better than I think.

I have been here for about a week now. I leave tomarrow morning, and I can't wait to go back. I didn't think I would ever say that. I love my friends and I will miss them. It's just that, in nebraska, I changed for the better, and being here is threatening that somehow. I can feel myself changing back here and I hate it. Even Jeremy has confronted ( Read more... )

Finally I am back in CT for a little wile. Only till wednesday, but i'm here none the less. I am so excited to see people and hang out in my town. I have already seen some people, it's exciting. I am having fun exposing Jeremy to my world. He likes it so far. He only doesn't like the fact that the liquer stores close early and they don't sell any ( Read more... )

I thought that when I moved to Nebraska that all my problems wouldn't matter anymore, and I would finally be happy. That was true, at least for a short wile. I don't really know what to do with myself. I'm lost.

So, i've lived in nebraska for a few months now. It's awesome but sucks at the same time. Although I have never been so happy in my life. I am poor as shit here. I am about to be sent to a collection agency for the second time, but I rather but shit for Halloween. I know my priorities! Jess told me today that she is engaged to Alex. I guess she ( Read more... )

I leave for Nebraska tomarrow. Alas, this life is nearly over and I am off to start another one. Chelly was over yesterday helping me to clean my house. She thinks i'm crazy because I'm a pack rat. I have like a pinyata head from my 9th birthday party. She said we could never live together because I can't let anything go, even if I haven't used it ( Read more... )

Um, I lied. I moving to Nebraska in two weeks. I am driving all by myself in my car. I am takeing what I can and putting the rest in my mom's storage space. I leave on the 18th. Exactly a week after my birthday.I am going to stay with Jeremy. :) I can't wait. I feel bad because my friends and family are upset, especially my mom. She flipped out and ( Read more... )

My head is like a god damn roller coaster. I broke up with Mike. I feel free and good and alive. I am going to move out to Nebraska in August. Me and jeremy are all good again. he makes me feel so good, that wonderful beautiful man. Jess, i'm sorry about what I said. I was really angry for certain things and lashed out. I hope you forgive me. I ( Read more... )

So, my life has changed drastically in only a few days. I have decided to give up on trying to be with Jeremy. (Jess, you win) It is just to hard. Being with someone should take that much effort. Everything is against it. It will just be full of more pain than I want to deal with. So, I decided to be with Mike. We have been a huge part of ( Read more... )