homeward bound

[deaths_twilight]

I have been here for about a week now. I leave tomarrow morning, and I can't wait to go back. I didn't think I would ever say that. I love my friends and I will miss them. It's just that, in nebraska, I changed for the better, and being here is threatening that somehow. I can feel myself changing back here and I hate it. Even Jeremy has confronted me about it. I need better self control in that area I guess. I have never really had been able to control my insanity, but i'll try. I like how I am now. I'm more relaxed and have more control of myself and my actions. I just now need to control my mind. I just wish I knew how.....

"Somethings taking over me, Somethings taking over me, SOMETHINGS TAKING OVER ME!!!!!!" -Otep