A dagger only hurts when it's inside of you.  Did you know that?  Did you learn that from experience?

Well fuck you too buddy.  No punctuation in that shit.

My mom died Sunday, April 17th at 11:46pm.  She hadn't been conscious since Friday, April 15th circa 8:20pm.  I miss her so much.  Everyday.  The weighing heartbreak and guilt [for not being the best I could have been for her tangible eyes to see] has been unbearable.  I cry mostly when alone.  I don't know exactly why I haven't been able to fully ( Read more... )

I found my friend Natasha.  I'd been searching for her for some time....

I called her ex-house and got a hold of her ex-(?)husband.  I tried e-mailing her AOL accounts.  I sent e-mails to her Yahoo! IDs.  I joined Reunion.com looking for her.  I sent her offline messages on Yahoo! messenger.  I finally did it, though.

She was here on LiveJournal this ( Read more... )

Psht! practice..  finally!

Let's fucking thrash out.

Well fuck you.  Like I need you.  If my track [mark] record as of late has dictated anything it's that everything is fleeting and nothing is deserved or wanted.  Who wants to fight me?

Maybe the next post I'll catch everyone up with me.  heh; everyone.  Classic.

Anyway.  I wanted to post some of my newer poems from my little notebook.  I don't feel ( Read more... )

It's been years since I've posted on this journal.  I've been doing quite a bit since many of you last heard from me.  I've also done almost nothing in the eyes of society.  Good thing I don't operate in society.

I moved to MySpace.
www.myspace.com/thebladespeaks

I've also become a better musician than I used to be.  C'mon, though..  any surprise ( Read more... )

Yeah, it had to happen. All my well-wishing chivalry had to recoil on me eventually ( Read more... )

Hello, all. I believe that there are still people who check up on this journal from time to time.....people who knew AStarryEyedPoet Melinda Cafferty ( Read more... )

....so far, can't catch me!

Find me, far away.
Catch me, never at day.
While the night it suits me....
...I am the one who fits perfectly
with you.

Good times.
Workin', bein' busy.
Havin' fun, bein' happy.
Talk to you later.

...I am feeling exceptionally well.

I am still being financially screwed but I couldn't really let it get me down right now. I feel stellar.

Things are fitting more and more. I hope tonight wasn't just a fluke.
Because I feel damn near complete right now.

Thrash.