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I haven't had sex dreams in years, and now all of a sudden that seems to be all I'm having ( Read more... )

On another note...

I just bought this book at Amazon.com


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Last night I had my first sex dream in probably years.

Not sure if it's because I'm getting sexualy frustrated, but anyhow.

It was Dave Navarro.

and it was awsome.

thatisall

Today I found out that I'm getting a $1 raise and I get back pay for it as well.

...on top of the $500 sign on bonus, I'm in a pretty good mood.

And now for something completely different-

My ex that just got out of prison, has called me every night since he got out. It's such a weird feeling to have someone actually call me just to talk and hear my ( Read more... )

the rays of dawn twist their way through lattices and draperies, causing pastel whispers in the dark, displaying motes that dance within, falling upon her bare arms. she lay there, sleeping. i can't possibly sleep. not now. i couldn't waste a moment of this. every attraction i've ever felt towards any other human being was instantly and permanently ( Read more... )

I'm sorry if I may have scared some of you, that wasn't my intent.

Yes, I have been severely depressed as of late, as yes, I will admit that I have contemplated the "S" word.

But if I were to do the "S" word, don't you think I would leave something a bit more meaningful? A 5 page novel, a summary of the events of my life and how it all led up to this ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of everything. Of trying and failing...at EVERYTHING.

This is it, I'm through.

Love you all.

Nice to know who your real friends are.

I would advise leaving me the fuck alone for a while, this may be you-


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"I want to sleep
underneath the weeping willow
as it cries all night quitely
It's tears all around me
I'll sleep there so soundly
until im allowed finaly
To wake and be happy again

To wake and be happy again."

If there was a time when I needed someone just to be there for me. Now would be it.

I'm at my breaking point where I just dont want to be here any