Love Letters Lost
the rays of dawn twist their way through lattices and draperies, causing pastel whispers in the dark, displaying motes that dance within, falling upon her bare arms. she lay there, sleeping. i can't possibly sleep. not now. i couldn't waste a moment of this. every attraction i've ever felt towards any other human being was instantly and permanently erased from my memory the moment i first laid eyes on her last night... lying there... The very possibility of myself ever so captivated by another was crushed beneath the weight of her beauty. How could any other even attempt to compare? And most pressing to myself, how could I ever live this life knowing someplace there lies beauty immeasurable, unattainable? I cast my eyes away... The damage done... I could never hope to find a sight so magnificent again. What have I done? I've lost it all. How could she ever love someone like me? I don't know... But how could I ever stop loving someone like her?