so basically our one year was perfect. i cooked chicken parmesan and made salad and we drank sparkling grape juice while listening to jazz music in the freezing cold. it was so cute. then i gave him his scrapbook that i slaved over and then we watched across the universe because it was the movie we watched on the night we first met :)


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my last post makes it seem like my whole world is crumbling done.

just to clarify, it's not. so don't jump to any conclusions.

i need to go somewhere away from here, so i can free and clear my mind to figure out just exactly who i am. some days everything feels so perfect and i don't want anything to change. then there are those days where i don't even know who i am, let alone what i want. i finished my first semester of college and lets just say it ended better than the ( Read more... )

worst night in awhile.

things are better now though.

I don't need anybody, except you.

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Why do I never update anymore? My birthday was on the 20th and my birthday weekend was amazing. Lee took me to Chili's on the 19th, then on the 20th we went to Takeovr at Roxy and it was ridiculously fun. I also had my birthday with my mom at home, then my dad took me and Lee out to Kobes with Ashleigh and Mary. Apparently, he's taking me and Lee ( Read more... )

Don't ask why, but I hate college. I feel really alone and if it wasn't for lee i don't know what I'd do. I've been getting a little frustrated lately. Everyone is different and i'm trying to embrace it but it's really hard to. I'm just so ready to give into everything, but I know if i do i'll let myself down completely.

It hurts being the only one whose not happy.

things are becoming so real and falling into place. lee moves to tampa july 1st and that makes me even more secure in our relationship, knowing that he'd move for me. some bs went down with people and i really don't understand how someone could be such an asshole and so rude. but whatever, karma will get to him. i might not know a lot, but im ( Read more... )