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i need to go somewhere away from here, so i can free and clear my mind to figure out just exactly who i am. some days everything feels so perfect and i don't want anything to change. then there are those days where i don't even know who i am, let alone what i want. i finished my first semester of college and lets just say it ended better than the start. i started making friends and i think that is because i'm finally opening myself up to people. or maybe its the complete opposite and i'm pretending to be someone i'm not, i'm not really sure. i'm hoping that work will take my mind off of somethings. i don't even know if i want to go home and see all my "friends". i'm not sure if i'm overreacting but i really just cant help it sometimes.
i'm not sure what i'm going to be eating for the next couple of days, let alone if i even will. i spent almost all my money and i'm staying at my brothers apartment and i have no clue when i'll be going home for christmas. i wish all things came easy and clear.
i'm not sure what i'm going to be eating for the next couple of days, let alone if i even will. i spent almost all my money and i'm staying at my brothers apartment and i have no clue when i'll be going home for christmas. i wish all things came easy and clear.