My partner of 8 years broke up with me when I came to surprise him on his birthday. The distance got to him and he developed feelings for someone else. I have spent these past few days fighting for him, fighting for the love I know we still have. He admits he loves me, but his infatuation with this other guy is too strong to ignore. There have been ( Read more... )

I have not had one day that I can truly recall of anything unpleasant in San Francisco except for being away from Viktor. My life here has been successful ( Read more... )

HOMEWARD

       FAREWELL TO FLESH is my new musical project, which blends Ethereal vocals, organic strings, piano, harpsichord, and world/industrial loops. The first album is a collection of re-imagined pieces I have either recently released or performed in previous projects as well as covers to songs by some of my favorite gothic artists. This record and ( Read more... )

News fell my way today about California's cut that have affected the school program I teach. Sadly, my entire program at the R.O.P in Los Angeles with the other ones hosted in that location have been deleted without warning. California's budget crisis has left the education department in ruins and I am very upset to see that there is little that ( Read more... )

Life is very different here than when I had grown up. The City is filled with sides that I was too self-centered to truly appreciate or notice. What began as a really rough transition has finally begun to settle and I am very pleased to be back home. Having my brother here and seeing how much he loves this place and has adapted to the San  ( Read more... )

After six months, I have to leave my home in Lake Arrowhead and seek employment in San Francisco. Viktor remains in Lake Arrowhead. Our lease does not end until November, so he will reside in our place until that time. I will be coming back for Celebration beginning in August every week, so we will see each other and this will make like more ( Read more... )

I have not shared much of myself since moving to Lake Arrowhead in January and lots has happened ( Read more... )

Though I only live an hour away from Los Angeles, it feels as though I live across the country. Viktor and I have had guests over this past weekend and that was wonderful. We also have been working to make our new husky, SORSHA, feel at home. She is very cute, but takes a great amount of energy and time. This is as close to having a child I will ( Read more... )

Viktor and I successfully moved in, despite the snow and all the furniture we needed to carry between the two of us ( Read more... )