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it's too much...
okay, so i decided to try something different. i just got a pen and just wrote, wrote whatever came to mind.
i know it might not make any sense but it was great just to let it out like that. this is what i got with my little experiment:
you make me laugh, you are so perfect it's ridiculous.
the way you make me feel-like i am worth something
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alone
today wasn't a particularly bad day.
i mean everyone loved my new haircut and everyone was nice and cool.
i also had a great pitching lesson, even my mom was impressed, which is a hard thing to get from her.
but idk there is just this feeling of emptiness inside of me.
i feel so lost and so alone.
i hope i dont need a higher dosage of my anti ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Love Is...
i love writing
when i write emotions or feeelings or anything really i just get lost in myself and get carried away sometimes.
i also really love TV. i know it seems dumb and immature to love TV but i love it. It gives you a chance to leave this world and to imagine you are somewhere else, anywhere else, and TV can help occupy your mind and help you ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: 2008 Accomplishment
being there for my freind in her time of need.
she is going through a tough time and i think me being there for her has helped -
Writer's Block: It's Hard to Describe
i struggle to describe actions or even feelings or emotions sometimes. -
bella's mistake
Everybody wonders how they would react in pressure do or die situation. We all hope that when it comes down to it, we would step up and do the right thing. We all hope that we wouldn’t let the fear and the doubt come in, and instead we would stay sangfroid and keep our composure and be the hero who saved the day. I always wondered if I would be the ( Read more... ) -
jensen and delilah.
okay so this is a story i am starting to write about a girl trying to find herself in a new town. her mother just died and she feel lost and alone. however she soon finds that the town she lives in isnt as normal and peaceful as it looks.
please read and tell me what you think. be honest. i can take it. this is just the beginning so far. i havent ( Read more... ) -
jensen and delilah pt 3
continued from before...
I woke up the next morning from a horrible nightmare. My heart was pounding so loud I was afraid for a heart attack. I was so shook up and creeped out by the dream that it left an ugly feeling in my stomach. In the nightmare, I was walking along the beach. I was by myself at first and then suddenly Hektor popped up and ( Read more... ) -
jensen and delilah pt 2
continued again...
Luckily I had a TV and an endless pile of movies to watch. I tried watching action movies or comedy movies I had never seen before. It worked most of the time, but then there would be a particularly boring scene and my eyes would wander off the TV screen and my mind would once again start thinking about things I would rather not ( Read more... ) -
jensen and delilah pt 4
continued from before........
I couldn’t help but stare at him as he walked away in his dark blue long-sleeved shirt and his black pants, he could have easily passed as a model. The darkness of his clothing made his pale skin jump out, and he was still able to pull it all off wonderfully. Although I wasn’t paying attention to the other people in ( Read more... )