even at 25. i still watch random britney spears videos. and i can't stop thinking about skateland when i do ( Read more... )

oh Journal it's been too long. Los Angeles is a city that I am beginning to learn and grow with. I feel that a lot of opportunity is here. Today I remember an old idea for an aesthetics site i made a while back called happyscary. I've decided to resume and create my own company someday with the name happyscary. I've decided on a couple small ( Read more... )

nearing the end of 2010 ( Read more... )

your lack of confidence is not my fault ( Read more... )

Added my real father on facebook. and was denied ( Read more... )

i have also discovered slash learned. that if you go long distance with a girl. it damn well better be worth it. and although adjusting is hard, leave the relationship out of it. unless you are married ( Read more... )

a great trip to new york. saw landon and hung out with a couple of random friends from college. i made a rediculous contact out there that i do hope proves to serve me well. finally have started running the board for the show at viva elvis. possibly thinking about jumping ship to a new cirque show, or just trying to go it alone. still trying to ( Read more... )

I am taking my first real vacation on my own to New York. I'm hoping I can see what it is like to spend a few days there. I'm trying to make some paintings or art that I can hang in my room but I'm having real trouble waking up in time to do so ( Read more... )

The fastest way I can express myself in the moment is by writing it. Typing it actually. I have been rediscovering how much I miss the cars. I just close my eyes and every moment just plays itself out so clearly. It could be day or it could be night and it doesn't matter. I feel you and see you standing next to me while the city lights just burn on ( Read more... )

people like zach galifanakis and countless other comedians are hilarious. but don't they all just play a part that they aren't and ultimately just recede back, into a reality. it's funny because tom green although he annoys the shit out of me, is one of those where you can't tell if he is ever playing part when he is being himself. and i mean that ( Read more... )