Learning to agree with life. The way it has set itself in front of me.
The fastest way I can express myself in the moment is by writing it. Typing it actually. I have been rediscovering how much I miss the cars. I just close my eyes and every moment just plays itself out so clearly. It could be day or it could be night and it doesn't matter. I feel you and see you standing next to me while the city lights just burn on in the background. You are smiling at me, and looking up at me, nervously. And nothing could be better. I, like many time in my past when i was younger, still love you. That love is something I haven't understood how to express entirely yet, because the girl I love still I have yet to figure out. I am scared because I will reach the end of my days, and only then will I understand that love.
The natural part is what gets me. The fact the I can read your mind. That i can feel your thoughts. I understand your heart and your soul. How many of you exist and how many are just the right ones.
If anything it is raining or has just rained earlier in the day. I have just gotten off work and I'm driving with the light sunset in the distance. Breaking softly through the clouds.
All I could hope for is that after we are done dancing I could just have you sit next to me and join me on the couch. Just lay against me. Every breath still pulsing from you.
Lets go back to the beginning, where I thought i finally found something that stood out from the rest. Something new that told me there is still something out there for me. Someone who will still want to go the mall just to hold a soft drink and ride the escalators. It's when I'm with you that I get to break away for a moment. Those days when I have to. All the have to's just so I can continue existing and thinking about the moments I want to spend with you.
On the lighter note though, I can see it.
I've just gotten off work and there you are ready to go down to the beach and just lay out and hang out and get pizza until we have to go home and sleep.
The natural part is what gets me. The fact the I can read your mind. That i can feel your thoughts. I understand your heart and your soul. How many of you exist and how many are just the right ones.
If anything it is raining or has just rained earlier in the day. I have just gotten off work and I'm driving with the light sunset in the distance. Breaking softly through the clouds.
All I could hope for is that after we are done dancing I could just have you sit next to me and join me on the couch. Just lay against me. Every breath still pulsing from you.
Lets go back to the beginning, where I thought i finally found something that stood out from the rest. Something new that told me there is still something out there for me. Someone who will still want to go the mall just to hold a soft drink and ride the escalators. It's when I'm with you that I get to break away for a moment. Those days when I have to. All the have to's just so I can continue existing and thinking about the moments I want to spend with you.
On the lighter note though, I can see it.
I've just gotten off work and there you are ready to go down to the beach and just lay out and hang out and get pizza until we have to go home and sleep.